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! ! ! S I G H ! ! ! 

Four Years. . .

. . . have come and gone. . .

25th June 2008 - 25th June 2012.

25th June 2008, 12pm - 3 pm, the darkest hours in my life.

A song I came across recently tells a similar story to mine.

Wake me up when september ends.

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

like my father's come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

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Miss You Very Much, Ma Ma...

A Year Has Come & Gone

11th June 2012 Marks the One Year Milestone of My Journey in US.

12 months Have Come and Gone...

Day In Day Out, Happy and Unhappy Moments in these 366 Days You Have Always Been With Me!

And You Are and Will Be With Me All The Days of My Life.

Thank You, Daddy God!

I will Have Another Great Year Ahead with You. Amen.

If You were Still Here...

If You were still here and in excellent health, How would You look like now?

If You were still here, how would my life be now?

If You were still here . . .

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You definitely would look Beautiful and Graceful!

My life would be happier and brighter!

We would have endless Great Moments together!

... And I won't be writing this page ...

Believing Right or . . . Left?

Have seen several "unfortunate", "aimless, or "lost" souls here in this small town.

And I have bumped into these 'two particular people' on the bus for 2 - 3 times now.

Today I saw one of the two who usually dress in a way that I could tell they are living in some sort of lifestyle that is trying to find their 'identity', 'peace', meaning to life or "something" by secluding themselves from the world, from the surrounding people, which certain beliefs/groups encourage their followers to do so.

But what I saw was that they sacrificed their comfort to pursue the so called 'peace' or 'identity'. They wandered around, from place to place, dress in a certain way, looked solemn and maybe even choosing not to clean themselves daily, which a very successful person did that too as he or they thought that in this way they would have a better life and health by letting "nature" takes place ...

Today when I saw the guy on the bus I felt 'frustrated' and at the same time pitied him.

He may Believe that by living in this lifestyle might help him to find true peace, identity or meaning to life!

But is there joy in his heart? Is he happy? Has he found the true peace?

As I look at him from behind and thinking that "what he believed in have 'robbed' him of a comfortable and abundant life"...

Suddenly a revelation dawned on Me!

The question came to mind was "Am I Believing Right too"? Am I believing the word of God totally? Every Single Word/Promise of God?!

Why do I pity him yet I myself is believing many lies that the enemies have been telling me instead of believing the Word of God!

There are so many times that I doubted God's Word, His love, His promises, instead I "believed" the lies of the enemies! All these have also been robbing me of the Abundant Life that Jesus has promised!!!

The deep thought for the day is "Believing in the Right or 'Left' Principle/Source verily determines how One lives and what he will get out from this journey on earth!"

Thus, Am I Believing Right??

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56.

30.09.2011.

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You'd be 56 year young...

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If Heaven is as Real as Earth,

There would be a Celebration with the Heavenly Host?!

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Happy Birthday, Ma Ma!

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S t i l l ....... ... !

Recurrence of . . . Sad Dreams

Dreams with real emotions are back ...

The feeling of Hopefulness followed by utter Disappointment and Sadness was Real and Intense!

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. . . Can I be Awaken from This Reality, instead !? . . .

Three Years After . . .

Three Years had Past!

Still Missing You Very Much!

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Hope you are always Happy with Jesus!

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Shall Meet You Again!

*Yeok Ding*

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Find more Guang Liang songs at Myspace Music

Next Practice Session?

Haven't touched this beloved for a while, maybe more than a year?

. . . Those practice sessions were fun.

* * *

Embarrassingly, Bim always got out of beat and tune! . . .

*Ha Ha*

These Friends were very patient with me, but who knows if they were "scolding" me in their hearts for wasting their time!

*Hee Hee*

*Kept trying to Strum to the beat, to find a new strumming pattern, to sing in-tune, learn to when enter to the song, learn Beat-Counting and re-learning everything again...*

*Ha Ha Ha*

Hhhmm...!

Not sure if there is another chance to have a practice session again with these good friends!

Hopefully there is a Chance in the future!

Meanwhile, this beloved will rest in the Case until a Time and Chance Come. . . !

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And these Mickey picks will only have a parade until the Time comes!

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Looking forward to The "Future Jamming Session". Hopefully I'd have improved by then, no more out of beat or tune!

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Will there be another gang of friends that have regularly "practice session" in the new place?

Pearl-Milk-Tea?

Gonna enjoy pearl drinks before leaving to a place that is far more remote than My Kampung!

*Sigh...*

"Have I gotten my treat of Milk Tea with Pearl? Can't remember. . . ?"

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Recently Watched Series...

Watched the ending parts of 2 series . . .

#1 Eternal Happiness (2002) [episodes #17-32]

- Good, Happy Ending -

#2 Lofty Waters Verdant Bow (2002) [episode #20]

- Very SaD Ending! -

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. . . Movies can leave strong impression, especially SaD ones! . . .

F.r.u.s.t.r.a.t..i.o.n.

F ! r ! u s ! t ! r ! a ! t ! e ! d !
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Unsuccessful Attemptsss...

Many applications had been sent but no Reply . . . yet!

SiGh!

Is My C. V. too Weak?!?

:(

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Several attempts have also been made to bake a Yummy Chocolate Lava Cake, but Failed SuCCessFully!

SiGh!

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What am I good at?

Looks like I am Not Good in A Lot of Things!

Can't think of any of my "Strength"! !

But . . . I still need to Try . . . !

Hopefully One Day I'll make a Cute(r) & Yummy Doraemon Cake!

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? W h e n I s T h e T i m e ?

Doraemon And Nemo

Thank you for the Story! Had a better understanding of the story, which I thought the content was slightly different!

Well. . . . .

Nonetheless, a Story always has an Ending, which can be a Sad One!

Maybe the "Best" Ending for the Entire Story should be 'This Way'!

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Wishing Doraemon a Wonderful, Joyful and Happy Life in the World of Doraemon!

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- Nemo -

31.01.2011 12:01 a.m.

:(

2.0.1.1.

Another year has passed!

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And A New Year has just Arrived!

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Maybe I should write down some New Year's resolutions and "tick" or "cross" the list 364 days later

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Happy New Year!

May This Year Be A Great Year, that you'll be filled with God's Love & Grace!

. : Knowing that He loves you Unconditionally! : .

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Two in One . . .

Thought # 1

"OHHH!!! That Story Actually Came from That Series! ! !"

I SEE!!!

But background is different?!?!

"What is Wrong seemed "Right"?!?

-_-"

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Thought # 2

"Human ain't like a Computer, There is No DEL Button! Though I Wish!"

But Hang On, nowadays, even Deleted Files can be Retrieved!!

H m m m m m m m . . .

Mario Loves Eating Me!

Invisible Mario has been my faithful friend for these few weeks.

He has been chasing me to 'bite & eat' me!

This is because Mushrooms & Mould have grown all over me!

*Wing*wing*Wing*

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Need to communicate with Human!

Need to find some InTeResTing Things to Do!

Need to . . . !

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Ohhh, Mario!!!

M. Chan

Thanks to 1Borneo management for inviting H.K. artists since its opening.

On 6th Nov 2010 four artists were here to promote a TVB series.

And I have the privilege to shake M. Chan's hand! (Yiipeee!!!)

He was very Charming, Cool, Friendly & Warm!

I Like!

:) :) :)

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If I Have a Time Machine!

The 'Season' of Day Dreaming is here again!

Dreaming If I could have a Time Machine to go back to the Days and Years that I wish to start all over again.

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For this Moment, I would want to go back to year 2003-2004!

To Start Over again The Life in Melbourne!

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Perhaps I would have . . . ?

Perhaps I could have not done . . . ?

Perhaps things would be different . . . ?

Perhaps I could meet . . . ?

Perhaps . . . Perhaps . . . Perhaps . . .

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.

I can only "Dream & Wish"!

But, At least . . . . . !