"Monotonous" Moments . . .

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Woke up on the wrong side of the bed after a short nap!

The eyes of my heart could only see "darkness" after awaken!

And the following 90 min unfortunate incidents just wouldn't want to leave me alone but crossed my path, one after another!

I do not know how to express my volcanic-frustration, no voice could come out from within to de-pressurize it! And I'm as though "muted"!

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Wondering what had happened to me and my world during the short nap? Did the spiritual atmosphere around me had a huge turmoil and it just had to manifest in my physical world?

. . . After 7 hours still I could only see monotonous colour, where have the spectrum of colours gone to ? . . .

A Scientist's (me) Photography Skills!

Sis, being an arty person, thinks my photography skill is very "scientified/scientific"!
The composition is very "square" = Not arty! Not Nice "laahhh"!
Hence, I need to de-scientified myself! >_<

I need to improve on the previous version of the City view taken from Docklands!
Wanted to take a view of the city as though it looks like the city is built on water!
And she thinks is "No Good, & uglier than before!"...
So I Failed the Mission!
Ohhhhh . . . Well . . . !

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Cleaning Up Day for the Lab!
Thrown things out from the walk-in cold room!
My 4-year project revolved around these things!

Used these tools to complete the project!

Indeed they are very important tools, without them couldn't complete an accurate research!

. . . Sunset view from office carpark lot . . .

. . . Had a nice sunset due to the haze . . .
But couldn't quite capture the real beauty of the sunset with my photography skills...! *BIG Sigh*

Ended the day with a visit to a friend's place that has nice view!
Wish I could stay in a place with nice view!

. . . Good Night Swanston Street !. . .

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Have been writing a paper about these four graphs for the past 1 week!
They look just like simple graphs yet they are squeezing my brain cells out! Oh well, at least this task is not as stressful as the previous task - thesis writing -!
The packet of "powder" next to it has been my daily "boost" to keep me warm & going!

Shutter Speed Test 1

Twilight @ Docklands with the view of Bolte Bridge

Night view of Bolte Bridge

Reflection of lights on water
. . . City view from Docklands . . .

The "Spirit" of Tram!
Swanston & Flinders Streets Junction

The "Speed of Light"

Doraemon's Back in the Car!

My Doraemons 'r' back in the car after 1 year of prohibition from entering the tiny Mini car!
They are now my daily companion!

. . . together with the bigger Doraemon hidden in the 'cave' & with the 'Cute Little Ballerina on Board'!

I enjoy my music & driving more with this "loaned" subwoofer! ! !
=) =) =)

Mama, You're Back ... into my Dreams!

Just now you said you'll see me through until I'm "big" and you won't be going 'away'...

My heart was Excited & filled with Joy on hearing those words & able to look into your eyes again!

But my Joy turned into deep Sorrow when the Dreams faded out and Reality, cruelly, creeps in . . . !

The Faded Flower . . .

Isaiah 40: 7 The grass withers, the flower fades, Because the breath of the Lord blows upon it; Surely the people are grass

Isaiah 40:8 The grass withers, the flower fades, But the word of our God stands forever . . .

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1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 and . . . more . . .

. . . the number of passing away of close family, relatives & friends that I've heard over the past 21 months . . .

Wonder if cousin's grandma met Mom & grandma last week when she passed away . . .

Still remember the childhood days when I always visited cousin's grandma during CNY . . . Her cheerfulness, her smile, her kindness are still in my memory! - R. I. P. -

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Slowly, one by one, they are fading away . . .

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Used to imagine how it would be if grandmas (older generation) passed away . . . it used to be a very sad & fearful thought!

But the passing away of Mom has already Eclipsed the Sadness of Other's death. . . !

Nevertheless, death still grieves my heart!

The most painful one had already taken place, which I've never expected it to happen at such an early stage of my life!

It is already written in My History . . .

I always wonder if God let it happen for 1 reason, is so that Mom would be able to welcome them to Heaven or to invite them to God if they haven't known God yet!

Perhaps...!

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The 'Melancholic-Emo Bim' is back to the Usual 'Low' after Steppin' back in Melbourne!

Unethical, Careless, Ignorant Doctor(s) Or Fragility of Life

Heard of 3 cases of cancer & 1 case of growth within the past 7 days!

More than I heard of someone catching a cold or flu!

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For one case, it is so so so unfortunate that the patient passed away Not Due to the cancer but all due to the doctor's mistakes!

She is the Mom of a close family's friend! She was diagnosed with colon cancer just 1-2 months ago.

Initially, she was already diagnosed wrongly, where the doctors suspected the cancer had spread to the spinal bones but from second doctors' opinion the cancer did not spread to the bones at all!

What a silly mistake they had done!

Last week, she had an operation to remove the cancer in the colon!

Due to the Doctor's "experience", he "thought" he had done a good job in stitching back the wound and DID NOT put a pocket around the wound to catch the faeces!

Last night, the patient experienced an excrutiating pain due to leakage of the faeces!

She had an emergency operation to clean the faeces But she did not wake up from the operation! :( :( :(

Have heard & experienced enough of unethical doctors from that private hospital! And maybe many hospitals/places in the world are paying high salaries to unethical doctors too!

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For another case, I heard it from a bank worker. Went to the bank yesterday just to deposit some cash and somehow we struck a conversation!

She is just 26 years old and is diagnosed with a stage 3 cancer!

I was . . . . . . . . I don't know what reaction to give anymore after hearing all these stories . . .

Not too sure why out of nowhere, but just in a bank I heard of this story! We had a long conversation, which I thought I would only need to spend 3 mins in the bank but turned out to be 30 mins or more!

She is a strong lady, which is really important for a cancer patient to be strong and positive!

They need to fight through the end with courage & let the "happy-hormones" to fight against the bad cells!

But it is always easier said than done!

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