The Aviator Fever!

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Which is M.i.N.e?!

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Home sweAt Home !

Am glad to be home!!

Ma Ma I am Home!!!

But for a short while only :((

Yes, it's humid and hot here, sweAt glands activated after hibernated for 3 months... *yikes*

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Checked through the immigration officer at the airport, he didn't look friendly and I didn't quite smile then he said something that made me smile "sweetly" when he looked through my passport - "sekarang makin cantik" . . . HA HA HA!

But when sis saw me her word just had to take my sweet smile away! >.<

"Oh sis, you look older!!!" What a greeting to me!?

So does that mean as I age I look makin cantik?! HA HA ... I wish! But definitely I can really see myself aged more in the past 1 year ... hhmmmm ! !

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Shall enjoy this break! Shall ask for God's Grace & Love to be with me and overflow from me to people around!

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FreSsSh seafood here I come!!! Am Deprived of yummy and healthy foods for the past months especially fresh yummy fishes!!! But the deprival actually made me appreciate food (things & people) more!

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Yeay, Happy Holiday!

A Roller Coaster Day!

Started off the Day with excitement by doing a silly thing, Followed by Disappointment and Sadness But thank God He provided the way out for me!!!

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The Silliness

That is none other than queuing up at 6 am in front of Apple to get the iPad! The store opened at 8 am and guess what? At 9 am the queue was SHORT! Arrrgghhh... I could just have gone there at 9 am and gotten more sleeps!!!

HA HA but I think it is a different experience!

The shop was covered with black curtains and at 8 am it was down and all the staffs were jumping with excitement to welcome us in!!

Indeed it was quite an excitement although it was a bit silly! He He, I think in life one just have to do some silly things from time to time to have some good laughters! :)

And for my beloved sister, just have to wake up early to get one, which I won't do it for myself!!

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The first in line! Sat there from Thursday Night 10 pm!!!

Covered up!

The queue in front of me! ~ 50 ppl

Hid my face from the camera!!!

The long queue behind me!

7:50 am, Getting Ready!!!

8 am!!!

The Product on my sis' lap!

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The Disappointment

Got my results back in the afternoon and the first look was really saddening & disappointing! Was really shattered by the results! I mean Really Shattered (but this time I kept proclaiming God's love, nothing can separate me from His love, which is different from the past Tough times that I had gone through!

Thank God that He arranged everything just perfectly in time!

Emailed supervisor who is on holiday in Europe about my results and just at the very right time, which is God's favour, she checked her email and she just happened to got back from another part of the Europe and couldn't fall asleep.

She called me all the way from Europe to go through with me the comments from the examiners and consoled me because I sounded very negative in the email, saying that I might not be award with the degree! And I was comforted! THANK GOD! Otherwise I'd have a miserable break!!!

She said this is part of learning and growing! Have to be strong and the comments made are very good guidance for my career. The examiner is an experienced editor!

Should see things positively although for a first timer it will definitely be too much to bear!

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Thank God for the right timing!! He arranges everything very well when I trust in Him and ask of His Grace and Favour!

Ahhhh this also means that I would not be having a real and long break! Now I understand why things happened in a certain way for the past few weeks!

God is always ahead of me and ahead of time!

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Really THANK GOD For HIS Love, Grace & Mercy!!!

Lost . . . . . AnD Found !

Lost this ticket while taking out the phone in a shopping center!
It would cost $20.00 to get a new ticket!
I was dismayed when I couldn't find it!
I D.I.S.L.I.K.E. the feeling of LOSING some things or precious someone, although a ticket may not be that PreCious!
But I have EnOuGh of those despair feelings!
Almost gave up finding the ticket, because I was tired by the thought of losing it and need to pay for it and tired of searching for it in the big mall!
But I did not give up! I just Dislike that feeling of 'LOST'! And I want to "Fight" back for the Joy of Finding It again or at least NoT needing to pay for it! -_-'

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Ha ha ha, out of desperation, I even tried to get a new ticket from the entrance ticket booth but couldn't because there was no vehicle & ticket was not issued & I kinda knew that it may not be the R.I.G.H.T. way, but I didn't quite care!

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My last resort was to stir up my FaiTh & pray for God's grace, favour & mercy!
Kept looking & praying for it although at the back of my mind I knew that the chance of finding it is quite SLiM but at the same time Hoping, Praying & putting Faith in God!
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Thank GOD that He kept it there on that spot for me to find it!
Thank God that I sought for His Grace & He granted me the Hope & Joy!

=)
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p/s: $20 may not be of much value but knowing that God Cares for me Is Priceless!

Cuaca Melbie ...

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Cuaca di Melb dibagaikan 4 musim dalam 1 hari!

Sepertiny juga 'Cuaca - emosi' Seseorang ...

2305 saat yang lalu hatinya rasa mendung, sejuk, sepi tetapi 2305 saat kemudian hatinya rasa "lega" & cerah . . .

Cuaca - emosi kitaran ini akan berlaku lagi dan lagi . . .

Sehingga . . . . . . . . .

Happy Birthday Tong Tong, 2010!

Happy Birthday to My Dear Tong Tong Sis!
Pray that God's Love is always filling your Cute lil' Heart! And His favours always be upon you, so that you can always bless me! HA HA!
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~ 16th May 2008 was the last time Mama celebrated Tong Tong's Birthday! ~

Mum was still well in the month of May 2008 ... Couldn't believed how fast Mom's body deteriorated within the few days before 25th June.
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Happy Birthday Tong Tongy, hope that I'll have many years more to celebrate with you!

What do I know Apart from Wasting $$?

In the midst of job searching...
And I'm struck with fear, low self-confidence & "anxiety"...
Reading those job descriptions led me to doubt about my capability, expertise, skills and questioned myself what am I good at/for?
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In the eyes' of some people I'm someone that often "waste" money on gadgets, food, traveling and etc, etc, and may not have given much thoughts about my future, my career, my life! !
But the struggles that I've gone through and going through in me they could not see . . . ! !
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Come to think about it, it may be "true" that I only how to "waste" $ - and this may be why I'm struck with fear & low confidence during this job-searching time. I am not even convinced by myself that I can "Do it"! And with the several factors to consider in hunting for a job made "my head even bigger"!
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But I shall not be deceived by those negative thoughts ...
I trust that My Beloved Daddy in Heaven shall guide me & provide for me!!

Obey your Parents And . . .

And so I went to church to "celebrate" Mother's Day & for the Healing Service...

Anticipated the "scenario" would be so...!

Surely it was a bit awkward but what can I do?

One of the 10 commandments was shared, which was on "Honour your father & mother, so that you may live long in the land the Lord your God is giving you" ...

Surely, it is a blessing to live long enough to see your next 2-3 generations prospering, but what is the true meaning to have a long life?

If one died early does that mean the person did not obey the parents?! Surely not!!

If one is given 100 years to live but did not enjoy life and fulfil his/her destiny as much as another person who only had 50 years of life but enjoyed & fulfilled his/her destiny within the "short time", would not the person who lived 50 years had a "longer life"? He/she had enjoyed and done more than the person who lived 100 years yet fulfilled lesser things ...

. . . I don't hope & wish to live too long but I hope to fulfil my destiny before I meet Jesus face to face, hopefully not too long to go!

Jesus had only walked on earth for 33 odd years but He fulfilled His "Mission" on earth!

(Ok, I think I'm being a bit sensitive here, surely having a long life is a blessing from God, shall not twist God's word but I do want to understand the real meaning of "life" or a "long life")

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. : Happy Mama's Day : .

The Two Words . . .

'Sorry & Thank You'

The two words that are often said . . .

And many times the word 'Sorry' is said too late . . . !

But still hoping that the "situations" can turn from "bad" to good . . .

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Thank You, the expression of gratitude for the "things" offered or given, from the little things like giving way to others, opening doors, to friendship offered!

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Surely many times in different situations these two words have "lost" the real meaning but it is still better Said than Not!